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i gave up.
written by nadiahStitch at Monday, March 21, 2011 & got 0 Comments

these are my family now.

Tears rolling down my cheeks, from all of this bullpoopie that has been going on in my life right now. I'm so sick of it, getting scolded almost every single time. They just don't seem to wanna take a break, and destroy my life, bits by bits. I didn't even do anything but yet, and I'm getting scolded for something I didn't start. I didn't start this war, she did. I didn't want to make things worse, but she made me do it. I've gotten myself involve in this, there's no way out. One solution, that will lead to my happy ending. Unsure of what to do, but yet I got to keep on moving forward. I'm not going to worry about my future, if this solution is what I'm going to follow. I'll just go along with it, and see what my future holds for me.

Pack my bags, is what I'm going to do. Pack my bags, leave this place. A place where once its been called my home. A place where I run to every single time my heart gets broken, be it because of my friends, or the boys I once loved. A place where once I feel safe from all the bullpoopie that has been happening in my life. Friends left me, one by one, and I don't know why. What is my fault? Or theirs? A question which I will never know the answer. But I know this place, a place where I once called my home, will make me feel safe and happy again. Where I know this place, the people live in, which I once called my family, will always have my back. But I was wrong. I felt betrayed, I felt like as if they're turning their back on me.

Every time I came back home, I don't feel the love in this place like I used to. I don't feel safe anymore, being here. I don't feel happy, always sad and depressed. This isn't a place I should be, not anymore. I'm not going to stay and break my heart even more every single day. So I've made up my mind, I'm going to find a place to live and get out of this house. They left me with no choice. So, I'm packing my bags and leave. Forever I will, and never turning back. Not gonna look back, just going to move forward. But they will never be forgotten, never be abandoned. Maybe one day I'll come back, but not to live again with them, but going to help them, for all the things I've done towards them. I'm going to pay them back for all the things I've used.

Don't come find me, I'll run away as far as I can. Don't try to contact me, as I will never answer. I'll be independent, don't worry about me. I can survive, without any of you. I don't need the help of you guys anymore, I can live on my own. I'm done fighting. I'm going away, ain't gonna be a burden no more. Don't come looking for me, as I'm going to run away as far as I could...

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