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Music takes me away from reality.
written by nadiahStitch at Thursday, February 24, 2011 & got 0 Comments


Music really takes me away from reality, even if it will only last for a short period of time.
But for that period of time, all your problems would be gone.
But you know that you need to wake up and realize that this is reality that you need to face. You can't run away from your problems. Even if you drown yourself in alcohol, once you're sober, those problems just come running back to you. Reality, a world that I need to survive in.

Life is unfair. Never easy. Full of challenges.
Everyday is a new beginning, a new challenge that you need to overcome. God is testing us, in every way, to make us stronger. And to be a better person. But I think God is being unfair to me. Problems always keeps on coming to me. I can be happy, but for only a short period of time, and then everything starts to tear apart.

I found the love of my life, but at the same time, things started to go wrong in my family. I felt like as if there's a huge gap between my family and I. I'm starting to grow apart from them. But as time goes by, I stand tall, trying my best not to break down. With baby by my side, I know I can go through these hard times. Things were then okay, but then another problem came running along. His family. I rather not say anything about it. Now, I have to face another problem. I gotta be strong, and go through this. But, I'm becoming more and more weaker.

God keeps on testing me, I don't know if I can keep up. I don't know if I could still stand tall after all of this challenges. Every night became a sleepless night for me. Thinking of all the problems, running around in my mind and doesn't seems to wanna stop for me to rest and have a good night. Everyday I only had a couple of hours to sleep, black circles are appearing under my eyes. Eye bags are starting to appear, my face seems dull. There's no more light and sunshine coming out from my face, like I can't bring happiness to anyone.

But I'm staying strong, and I'm not giving up.

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