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i gotta be strong.
written by nadiahStitch at Thursday, January 13, 2011 & got 0 Comments


i've just submitted my JAE registration today. without anyone's help =/
i just hope my decisions are right, and i hope i get the course that i want. im soo nervous, and scared that i submitted the wrong decision.. but lets just pray =/

im sleeping in spore today, last minute my sis told me in the morning. im kinda happy that im sleeping in spore today, cos that means i wont be around my family and have that awkward-ness. and i get to have late night calls wit Bby (:
im currently at my bro's house, no one's home. thats why i can use their computer to submit the JAE thingy and update my blog, while waiting for my werk to start at 7pm.. going to werk alone today ): cos bby is currently in school, and he finishes at 6pm. haishh.
and my favourite niece, Ayu, is currently sick right now. she has high fever, 40.1degC. :(

everything's not going soo well for me.. things are like going worser. haishh ;(
i really had fun ytd, but when im back in the car wit my family, suddenly my mood just go down. because i really feel like soo unwanted anymore, and i hate that feeling. =/ i just wish i could be wit Bby all the time...
i really need someone right now, to give me a hug and tell me that everything's gonna be alright. and im really hoping that someone is him but... =/ im sick and tired of crying, but i just cant help it. thinking about everything that's going on in my life right now, its just too muchh for a girl like me to handle. too muchh stuffs is in my head. :( atleast when i cry, im letting out all of my feelings.. but sadly, he isnt even there for me. texted him, and he didnt even reply. was expecting him to call me, but sadly, hopes down, he didnt :(
i just... i dont know. i feel soo vulnerable at this point of time, soo fragile.. i get sad easily, pissed off, (but im not having PMS).. and i kinda threw it all out on him. and i feel soo bad =/

P.S
Bby, im sorry if you feel like you're my punching bag. Well, you're not. Trust me, and i still want you. I know im wrong for treating you this way, I feel as though i've been a bad girlfriend and i cant even make you feel better. but instead, i made you feel like as if i've treated you like shyt. and im really sorry, cos i really didnt mean to. For the past few days, my mood hasnt been doing soo good. im soo stress and soo sad right now, please understand. please just be patience with me whenever i talk to you some negative stuffs. i know you dont like, but just listen and be patience. cos thats the time when i tell you my deepest darkest feelings, and the only way to make me feel better is letting it out. im sorry Bby, please be patience with me and stay by my side through these times... I love you, soo muchh. haishh =/

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